many times i’ve believed myself to be powerhungry, not manifested but an implicit trait affecting my thoughts and feelings. or perhaps it’s something inherent in human nature, much like greed. not surprising, considering the supremacy of humans in the world we have crafted and are crafting.

but, i think, when i feel weak i dont feel weak, perhaps because of my stubbornness and delusions im on automatic shutdown, shutting everyone out, including myself.

but sometimes being weak is beautiful

life’s changing as always

i’m sorry, for you, for me, i wish i did not but i did, and perhaps, as you said, i was insensitive. i was young and foolish, too full of myself.

these scars define me, i should move on, at least try to. but it pains me. i seek not your forgiveness, but that of my own.

it’s time to move on. i will. i hope.