suddenly im overwhelmed by this same feeling, something i can’t explain, not even to myself. everything’s a blank and a whirl at the same time, it’s like i’m paralysed in spirit and mind. perhaps, as i believe, i’m simply feeling weak.

many times i’ve believed myself to be powerhungry, not manifested but an implicit trait affecting my thoughts and feelings. or perhaps it’s something inherent in human nature, much like greed. not surprising, considering the supremacy of humans in the world we have crafted and are crafting.

but, i think, when i feel weak i dont feel weak, perhaps because of my stubbornness and delusions im on automatic shutdown, shutting everyone out, including myself.

but sometimes being weak is beautiful

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